I just found out last night, my employer left a message on my voice mail
that our company is closing for 2 weeks because we don't have any work
to do. I was there and they made me go home at 11:30 for "not having a
appointment" by then , on a project that doesn't have a quota. They just
didn't want to tell anyone to their face. I don't know what I'm going to
do. That's $550 ! I live paycheck to paycheck and am trying to save
money for my move to Florida next year.

I just don't know why God continues to allow my life to be cursed. I
have nothing!!!! Never have. I don't know why I'm on this earth, at
all. If it weren't for my Dad, my only parent who really loves me, I
don't think I would be. I would have left it a long time ago. Obviously,
I don't deserve to be loved, health, financial security. Even though I'm
technically disabled, I don't deserve to be granted social security
disability. I know God "never gives us more than we can handle". Well,
even if someone can handle it, the same people shouldn't only be given
bad luck. They deserve to be blessed, just like anyone else. I don't ask
for much. Just the basic necessities I mentioned above. No one can
survive mentally and physically without love, enough money to live off
of, and good health. You need money to pay rent / mortgage, food,
clothes, and you need health to work. You need love to keep you going.

I need major prayers.

Leann


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