--- In 0-point@yahoogroups.com, "jane doe"
<energyhealerny@y...> wrote:


> Namaste and hi Swami-g,

Namaste -

> Last night I was reading gangaji's new book. I've read those
> words: "Right now, close your eyes. See yourself as a child..."
I couldn't even finish the sentence. I knew I needed to do that
right away.

G: why ? since when is Gangaji your Guru ? why are you again
chasing after other things rather than doing what is given for your
journey ?

* I closed my eyes and see myself as a child. I was 7 years
old. It was the day of the dance resital. Than I've seen myself
as a teen. Than as a young woman. I've realized something
never changed. It was my being. And the mind was quite for a
while.
>
> I've shut the light and tried to sleep but my mind started. "What
was that?". Than it tried to desciribed what happened. "It was
like a empty television screen", "You think it is indiscrible but it
> was "empty" and empty is a description", "Where was it?", "It
felt like it is somewhere behind the eyes", "Maybe I cannot
explain it with words but I can make a picture of it", "Say this
empty screen is the middle of a flower. You can draw different
kinds of flowers but they are actually the same", "If this is it you
can say it is like having a piece of steal bread when waiting for a
feast in a palace. But the thing is you don't feel hungry
anymore."
>
> I still didn't finish the sentence in the book.

G: good ...... there is nothing there to chase after ..... it is right
here and right Now .....

* The desire to search, read, learn is gone.

G: Good ...... stay in the moment ----- NOW ..... let the rest fall
away...... Experience through PURE Awareness without
dragging in past colorizations..... the Core Self is this Pristine
Screen where upon all else occurs......

>
> jaya

Love - Light - Great Peace & IS
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