Love and Blessings Sat*Chit*Anand Shanti-Shanti-Shanti OM


Hi Swami-g,

Hi and Namaste -

* I laughed very hard when I read you're saying "what happened are
your toys being stripped away". :) That's exactly what
happened. :)


G: glad you are laughing...

* But the books were very helpful for my ego to keep me
as a slave.

G: hey it loves it's throne...

* There is still one section in a book that I would like
to read it again. This thought comes and goes. And makes me think
like "maybe I've won a battle but not the war" :) I am in stillness
now. But I can still see the mind tring to play tricks on me.

G: it is a tricky buggah ...

* I want to talk about our last energy healing session when I was in
the ashram, in Seattle.

G: ok ...

* You did energy work on me almost every day when I was staying in the
ashram. Actually being in the same car with you, or having dinner
at the same table with you would have been enough of an experience.
I've enjoyed so much receiving the energy work from you. I've felt
strong waves of energy travelling through out my body. I've felt my
chakras, my energy bodies like never before. I said to myself "I
wish I could receive this energy work every day of my life".

G: the gentle mode ....


* But it was different the last day. It started with joy but it turned
out
to be weird. I've started to feel that what you were doing was a
threat to me. I wanted to get up from the table right away but I
didn't want to be rude. About 15 munites later I said to myself "I
would die, I won't stop doing that". You didn't stop. Some time
later I had a vision. Somebody was giving me a cup full of ashes.
I've understand that I've died and those were my ashes. I've put
the cup on a self. There were 3-4 more cups on that self. And this
happened two months ago.

G: yes getting down to brass tacks.... we each must pass through the
death experience...
this was a preview of the coming attractions... it isn't pleasent or easy
Until we are on the other side of it ....

* This was the biggest experiences on my path than. Now it is just
what it is. The other day my mind said "you may say everything else
is just what it is but that experience was real". I've stopped my
mind right away.

G: even that is just what is .... just a differing transition of what
is ...


love

jaya

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