Hi Swami-g,

I still don't have an internet access in my home.

There was a lot going on in my spiritual life lately, as you know. I
was experiencing new things. I was understanding the ideas about the
path. I was feeling that I was progressing very rapidly on my path.

Yesterday something happened. I cannot explain. I don't see myself
as a seeker anymore. I've just stopped. There is no path. There is
no "I". I don't know what happened but I'm not even trying to
understand what happened. The most important thing for me was my
path. It doesn't exist anymore. My books were very important, too.
I went to a bookstore this morning to return something. I was going
to buy a few books in exchange. I couldn't find a spiritual book
that interests me. This suppose to be a big change but I'm not
amused by it.

I will write again.

jayashree