Love and Blessings Sat*Chit*Anand Shanti-Shanti-Shanti OM

Greetings Ganga,

Greetings and Good Evening -

* My name is Sapphire King and I live in Gilbert, Arizona.

SG: interesting name .... am familiar with Gilbert as used to
live in Tempe ....


* Rick suggested I contact you about my experiences during
the past couple of months in the hopes that you may be able to
shed some light on what's been going on.

SG ok ..... let's see ....


* I am a Reiki Master currently training to be a
Master/Teacher. I have been on the spiritual path of
self-rediscovery since moving to Phoenix in 2000. I meditate
daily and feel well connected to my spirit guides, ancestral
guides, and angels. I have come to this planet to show people
the way of peace and love and I intend to follow the path that is
laid out for me.

SG: ok ....

* In mid February, I was led to do a daylight fast for two
weeks after becoming extremely frustrated. During that time, I
read about the Zen philosophy and practice and did other
cleansing treatments. One day, I felt this heaviness in my root
and sacral chakras as if someone attached a cement block to
them and dropped it. I felt a dull pain in these areas but it felt
more like something was released or unwound or opening and I
was being pulled down toward the earth or into the chair or floor.
I had also just started the Master/Teacher training maybe two
weeks before the fast. On February 28, "everything" started. My
face started breaking out all over for a prolonged period of time -
this hasn't happened since I was a teenager. My mood shifted
extremely from very happy and positive, to very negative. I felt
fatigued. I am usually a positive person who looks for the gift in
all experiences and I do some sort of cardio activity Mon-Fri.
Now, things were shifting. I figured I was going through some
transition as a result of the fast and the training although I wasn't
being made consciously aware of any one thing in particular that
these symptoms were related to. So I accepted it as a general
type of release and cleansing and figured it would only last a
week or so. Well, here I am in April and the mystery grows. I
woke up one morning a dress size bigger and could not fit into
any of my clothes, including those I wore the day before. My face
was very swollen. The night before I was so, so thirsty to the
point where i was waking up every 30-45min to get a glass of
water. I was also eliminating at the same time. Also that night I
felt as though i was sleeping on a bed of rocks. Each day now
it's a toss up - am i going to be swollen or not? Am I going to cry
because my walls are white and my car starts up? Am I going to
be the loving person I normally am or will I feel like ripping
someone's head off? I can only meditate now for a few minutes
as opposed to 30 minutes or more. I just can't maintain the
state. It feels like I am being "kicked out" of the session. And I
also cannot go as deep.

SG sounds like kundalini is awakening and this is the start of
the journey .... first level of conscousness is that of pure survival
.... the body changes while seeming quite devastating are
normal .... did they tell you that continued use of Reiki can open
Kundalini ?

* When I feel this way, it is almost like I am observing this
but can still feel it and I don't understand why I feel this way. It's
almost like someone has a remote control device implanted in
my body and is sitting back pressing buttons at random to see
what will happen.

SG: it is starting to unlock the cellular memory ... repressed
stuff etc.... this is part of the journey ... detoxing .... detoxing on
all levels ....

* The reason I am writing you is I explained all of this to
Rick and he asked me what I knew about Kundalini.

SG he is right to ask this ....

* I read a little about it during my fast but didn't pay much
attention to it. Then I told him that in meditation, the messages I
have been getting repeatedly is to allow my feminine aspect to
awaken and integrate my yin and yang energies. The left side of
my body, particular my shoulder and neck will stiffen and ache
from time to time.

SG there are things that may be done to bring balance ....

* So, I know there is something going on energetically but I
don't know what it is or how to deal with it because it is very
intense.

SG: oh you haven't seen anything yet....

* I don't think I have ever felt such contrasting, intense
emotions before. The randomness and frequency seems to be
fading a little but my body is still going up and down daily as far
as "swelling" and "bloating".

SG well there is much more to come ...

* If you have any ideas as to what I could be perhaps
experiencing, I would really like to hear it. I do appreciate you
taking the time to read this message and I look forward to
hearing from you soon.

SG: oh i know exactly what is taking place.... kundalini is
starting to stir and your spiritual journey is ready to begin in
earnest .... this is the advanced course ....

you might wish to read my book Kundalini from Hell to
Heaven or have me come out your way ...
Am heading towards SF on Monday after Eric get's here ... could
possibly swing down towards Arizona way if needed ....

Thanks again Ganga,
Sapphire

Maha Shanti OM
SG