Namaste GuruJi and Sagar,

I guess the club of not being able to find the right words to use for
the experiences is now entered.

What comes up is when you realize something is there which has taken
you further, and it is something which is lasting that you take with
you no matter where you go or where you are, then it is a shared
similar experience.

Seems we both came in with some good state of existence, some
satisfaction was there, and now things were put in a forward motion and
rapidly. It was May 22 for my Diksha, so it is 2 months. So, when you
realize that you have a lasting thing, that a new state of
consciousness is there which wasn't before you got there, then we are
experiencing something similar.

I guess we can say, lets see what happens. I am -- um, hahhaa- I just
froze- I looked up- I thought, what am I? I am trying to come up with
something, taking a look at what is, then trying to say what it
is-still trying....

OK, got it, the shakti is flowing-this is kundalini-it flows through
physiology, I could say it is flowing from the heart. It is experienced
as bliss-it flows all over, filling the head and toes-it is bliss and
calm. There is no interest to strain the intellect and try to label a
connection between me and perceived, just enjoying my existence.

When buried in it, which is often, not too interested in anything else.
Yet, all is very practical, can fully function and not run from
anything that is required. Sorry if this makes sense or not, it is
flowing out and I am not going to edit it. It is just another way of
putting words on what is happening.

Intuition says Sagar is having similar experiences as I am or did or
both. One really good thing I am glad about is I wrote my experiences
as they came at Swami G's and also now. I am interested to reread what
I wrote when I took Diksha. I can sort of look at what I wrote from the
outside now-see how fast things developed, I don't exactly
remember-some point came quickly where I like sank deep in calm and
bliss.

I get the feeling things were similar, Sagar arrived, 3-4 days and then
gone into deep clarity. There are a few people including myself that
are looking forward to hearing the reports from Sagar-nice that they
are numbered like that-you can look back at a sequential happening of
one falling away into silence and bliss.

Sat Guru is consciousness, in duality we think of Sat Guru as persona
more or less. As I recall, Swami G cautions her sadakas to not think of
Guru as persona, but anyway, thank you GuruJi.

Tanmay


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