Namaste to GuruJi and all,

It is a few days since my return home after a visit with GuruJi and
Parasmadi in Mexico. Since it seems life is more in the present, it is
a good idea to send in these reports for myself and also as an
inspiration for anyone. This way, while I may not choose to try to
remember what I am experiencing, I can atleast remember a basic theme
to every post. The word that comes up is Deep. It sums things up.

I don't know how many times I can keep saying that I think today was
deeper than any day which I have ever had. The falling away (can't
think of any other words) was more today than ever before. While
staying at GuruJi's, also there is a general theme I can think of, a
word to use and guess what it is?- you got it-Deep.

GuruJi indicated my status- "coming along." So that is where I am
at-coming along. GuruJi said I may reach Realization this lifetime. If
not, then atleast I will be further along. Seems like this is about all
that can be said no matter how deep I keep saying things are in the
reports. We'll see what happens, that is a common thing to say-fits in
with the situation.

In the new book, Guru Ji said something like once one takes Diksha, the
focus becomes very or entirely devoted towards uncovering so
Realization unfolds. This is my experience, it matches what was said. I
am surprised that this is the case. I am actually surprised at
everything. Probably it can be said identity had other ideas than what
is happening. Identity is ego, GuruJi referred to ego as darkness, Sat
Guru is light. Sat Guru removes the darkness which is a false
understanding and identity of what one thought was real. Looks like
this is a way to explain what is going on.

What is being offered-one will never know unless one takes advantage of
it. For those that do, I am most interested to meet one day and also to
hear what one has to say about their experiences. Surely if you are
experiencing what I am or more, we will have a laugh together-probably
Tacos, beans, and ice-cream also.



Tanmay









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